Christian Huff

big way like for me and and I through all of that that's what actually led us back together because I was like okay I'm not trying to do it for her this is like between me and the Lord and if he brings her into the story again which he did and we got to do this together and like live a life together and build something then I was like this is better than what I ever thought like I always go back to Psalm 37 4 like delight yourself in the Lord he gives you the desires of your heart

I had no idea that the desire of my heart was actually to be married and have kids and like have a legacy of teaching my kids that true surrender is always better.

Like you get, when you get Jesus and true surrender, it's always better.

So, um, but I didn't know that until I delighted in the Lord and like truly in those two years, like had to figure out what that looked like for me.

And it was hard.

It was not easy.

It was painful.

It was, I messed up.

I'd fall.

I'd come back.

Like just true back and forth.

fullness in Christ and like you have that in God and you have that in your family and like that's so what a testimony it's awesome it's so powerful yes well I think I also believe that like we get so laser focused on the thing in front of us that we don't allow ourselves to look beyond that thing and then see like what does God really want for my life yeah

Like, is it just to wake up every day, fight my sin and then go back to bed?

I don't think so.

So I really want to see what his plans and purposes are for me because I believe that he has great ones.

And so to continue to fight for those things, like it mattered to me because I didn't want to just live a life where I was like, I fought my sin, you know, or like I wrestled my sin and then I'm gone.

Like, I believe that he has something special for each person even listening, you know?

So I'm like, for you, like, what is the thing that you are dying to that will actually get you to the place that like the Lord is like, here's what I have for you.

Like, this is like the greatness of walking with you, like surrender.

And then you get this amazing thing.