Christina P

That's how you get stuff.

That's how you get stuff in the real world.

And you can manifest celebrity, money,

a podcasting studio, you can manifest that.

Okay, so that's a yes and, I'm gonna yes and you.

So I think that's learning how to ride the stream of consciousness and becoming one with it, placing an order and believing that it'll come to you.

That one I learned, yeah.

The real trick to all this, and I think what these orbs are, since I've been meditating and it's broken down my bullshit personality stuff, the lies that I've been telling myself as a human, and they want you to feel.

This is the weirdest thing.

The more you feel your sadness, you feel that primal fucking sadness, the little Duncan,

the little Christina, the shit that fucked you up way back when and then it keeps repeating in your adulthood.

You gotta resolve that stuff and grieve it and acknowledge your fucking awful feelings, all of them, and let them pass through you.

If you embrace the suffering, then that shit starts showing up in your life, those orbs and all these things.

The supernatural, whatever, that consciousness now can be a part of your being, but only until you clean out your bullshit.

That's right.

And I know that sounds, it sounds insanity.

It sounds insane.

But I gotta tell you, since I started fucking seeing these things and meditating and getting into it, I've broken down so much of the bullshit that I was afraid of looking at.

And you go into the heart of darkness and it sucks.

And you have a dark night of the soul and it fucking sucks.