Chuck Gotski
speaker
55,478 appearances
98 recordings
1 series
first heard Sep 2014
last heard Jun 2022
Chuck Gotski’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.
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You can just let it all go.
There was this very calming.
Voice.
It's kind of creepy if you think about now because it's this really calming voice, you know, within you.
And it's not my own voice, like my inner voice.
I don't know where it's coming from, but it's just telling me just to let things go.
So I'm sitting in the basement and I'm watching T V and I shut the T V off and I'm just sitting there and I'm like contemplating going, you know, I'm Googling.
Uh for just to say it, I'm just googling how to
die basically, you know, what what's the pain the l you know, less amount of pain, you know, to take your life.
So I um
I'm sorry, getting a little emotional, but so I'm I'm Googling this and then I found, you know, well, you know, the old the old, you know, put the hose in the car and put it for the window and
So I'm just gonna do this.
Yeah, I had a plan.
I I I didn't.
I just didn't want to be a burden on my family.
You know, I just didn't want to be a burden to anybody and it's like
I didn't really ha you know, I I felt like I didn't have any.
So I'm sitting there and it's dark and I'm getting ready to go.
You know, I got my keys on the side of the little table and everything.
I mean, I'm serious.
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