Cindy

I don't feel safe in my own home.

And I was saying, I'm struggling, I'm struggling.

He basically said to me, well...

The week before, when we woke up in the morning, I was doing the same thing and we had sex.

And it didn't even click to me at that point, it took like two weeks for it to click that I didn't remember that.

And I don't just have morning sex, I will always go shower, I'll always go brush my teeth, that's just what I do.

I hate morning breath, I will always go brush my teeth.

so that being his response a couple weeks later i needed to talk to him about it again i just needed to know how many times it had been happening what like had he been undressing me and then dressing me all these times that i woke up and i wasn't

sure or certain that something had happened but I was I could tell like it's just made everything so I was just in a complete state of confusion for so long so we caught up again and I asked him that morning that you said that we had sex the week before I woke up when you were doing it did I wake up and go brush my teeth did I get out of bed did I go brush my teeth did I shower he said no he said that I wasn't awake

And he knows that he knows my sleep disorder.

He knows that you can't just, you know, shake my shoulder and expect that I'm awake.

My eyes don't look awake if they're open, if they even were open, I don't know, but he knows we'd been together at five years at that point.

So he knows.

It took a while for me to realize the severity of it and how bad it actually is because the whole time I'm battling in my head being like, well, we were in a relationship.

We lived together.

Like maybe it's not that bad.

I sort of didn't have a lot of time to think about it.

I was house hunting because I had nowhere else to go.

So my sister and I, we decided that we would buy a house together.

So I was looking for a house for us.