Cindy

I'm really excited for the future and just I've got this beautiful home that I get to work on all the time and I'm working a lot and still seeing my friends so much and

I feel like it never would have ended had it not come to the way that it did end because it was so bad.

It was so back and forth for years.

If it didn't blow up the way that it did, I don't know if it ever would have ended.

So in a way, I see that I'm definitely where I need to be now.

and i don't need to ever again find my self-worth through a man that's not it's not who i want to be anymore and and through means like therapy and just having the support of my loved ones i'm going to be completely fine i'm excited to just

have this all behind me, I feel like this is my way of sort of closing that chapter.

Because that's all it is at the end of the day.

It's not my whole... It's not my whole life.

It's not my whole story.

It's just...

shitty part of it.

It's very early days but I have met someone pretty cool who doesn't... it's like a long-distance thing so it's kind of cool having that space which is nice but Ted didn't kill my desire to find love and to love and to be loved and all that he didn't take away my sexuality or anything he

If anything, he's strengthened it.

My self-worth is a lot better.

I trust myself a lot more now.

I haven't gone down any bad paths or anything, so I'm really proud of myself for getting myself out of it.

I've got a lot to look forward to and a lot of new people to meet and new memories to be made.

Well, let's see.

I wear my pajamas until nine o'clock now because I'm retired.