Clark Fredericks

You know, so that wound's there.

You know, so that wound's there.

And it's just waiting.

And it's just waiting.

Yeah. I was when I was younger. Yeah. That's enough. You know, like I lit everything, you know, like everything on fire. I lit our house on fire. I lit the leaves on fire where like the whole backyard was on fire.

Yeah. I was when I was younger. Yeah. That's enough. You know, like I lit everything, you know, like everything on fire. I lit our house on fire. I lit the leaves on fire where like the whole backyard was on fire.

I didn't know anything about, I never put two and two together until, I mean, you know, this is going to get us a little ahead. But again, when I was in prison, I got therapy for the first time and I was in a group therapy class. And our therapist said, how many of you have ever played with fire when you were younger? Every hand went up. What is that?

I didn't know anything about, I never put two and two together until, I mean, you know, this is going to get us a little ahead. But again, when I was in prison, I got therapy for the first time and I was in a group therapy class. And our therapist said, how many of you have ever played with fire when you were younger? Every hand went up. What is that?

And she's like, how many of you have ever shoplifted? Every hand went up. And she's like, those are signs of childhood abuse.

And she's like, how many of you have ever shoplifted? Every hand went up. And she's like, those are signs of childhood abuse.

I did... I've looked at it a couple times over the years. I can't, like, I would be sort of making it up.

I did... I've looked at it a couple times over the years. I can't, like, I would be sort of making it up.

Maybe it's a control thing. Like you're, you know, like you're, you're, You're in control of this.

Maybe it's a control thing. Like you're, you know, like you're, you're, You're in control of this.

Uh, yeah. Like I, I bought a Harley, um, you know, you know, 31, 32, let's say somewhere around there. Um, that's awesome. What Harley? Uh, uh, heritage soft, soft tail. Hell yeah. And, uh, I started riding with a bunch of hard partying guys and, uh,

Uh, yeah. Like I, I bought a Harley, um, you know, you know, 31, 32, let's say somewhere around there. Um, that's awesome. What Harley? Uh, uh, heritage soft, soft tail. Hell yeah. And, uh, I started riding with a bunch of hard partying guys and, uh,

Oh, you know, one of the, one of the guys was a big Coke doer and he and I, you know, instantly bonded and, uh, just, uh, you know, Coke became a, like, you know, going to strip bars on the Harleys doing Coke, uh, that became like a normal, you know, a normal thing, you know, uh, you know, for a lot of years. Um,

Oh, you know, one of the, one of the guys was a big Coke doer and he and I, you know, instantly bonded and, uh, just, uh, you know, Coke became a, like, you know, going to strip bars on the Harleys doing Coke, uh, that became like a normal, you know, a normal thing, you know, uh, you know, for a lot of years. Um,

I dated – I got hooked up with a girl I dated off and on for a couple of years, living with her. She was a big coke doer. Yeah. I had never tried ecstasy. She's like, have you ever done ecstasy? I'm like, no. She's like, Mr. Hard partying biker boy has never done ecstasy. He's like, we're going to change that. You know, so then we're buying hundreds of ecstasy tablets at a time.

I dated – I got hooked up with a girl I dated off and on for a couple of years, living with her. She was a big coke doer. Yeah. I had never tried ecstasy. She's like, have you ever done ecstasy? I'm like, no. She's like, Mr. Hard partying biker boy has never done ecstasy. He's like, we're going to change that. You know, so then we're buying hundreds of ecstasy tablets at a time.