Clark Fredericks

So yeah, it's just, it takes patience. You know, might I just have to say like, I am always here for you. You know, when you're ready, if something has happened, you can come to me anytime. There's not going to be any judgment. There's not going to be any freaking out. I love you. I want to help you.

So yeah, it's just, it takes patience. You know, might I just have to say like, I am always here for you. You know, when you're ready, if something has happened, you can come to me anytime. There's not going to be any judgment. There's not going to be any freaking out. I love you. I want to help you.

Let's talk, you know, instead of, instead of the hard line approach, you got to tell me what happened and I'm going to go kill the guy. Yeah, of course. It's just not going to, it's like I said, it was just too, that was too much on me. Like after what I've already been.

Let's talk, you know, instead of, instead of the hard line approach, you got to tell me what happened and I'm going to go kill the guy. Yeah, of course. It's just not going to, it's like I said, it was just too, that was too much on me. Like after what I've already been.

Well, that's what they do nowadays. You know, like. A kid back in the 70s or 80s would get taken into a police barracks, you know, the state police barracks or the local town cop, you know, into usually a windowless room, concrete and a desk and a detective, you know, probably with a cigarette dangling out of his mouth. So, you know, what happened to you, kid?

Well, that's what they do nowadays. You know, like. A kid back in the 70s or 80s would get taken into a police barracks, you know, the state police barracks or the local town cop, you know, into usually a windowless room, concrete and a desk and a detective, you know, probably with a cigarette dangling out of his mouth. So, you know, what happened to you, kid?

You know, nowadays they take you to... Like in our town is Ginny's house. It's for abused children and it's a therapeutic setup and it's, you know, light tone colors and toys and games and they, you know, get the kids comfortable in there and it's a calming place to get them to open up about what happened. Yeah. Yeah. So, I mean, that's the approach you got to take.

You know, nowadays they take you to... Like in our town is Ginny's house. It's for abused children and it's a therapeutic setup and it's, you know, light tone colors and toys and games and they, you know, get the kids comfortable in there and it's a calming place to get them to open up about what happened. Yeah. Yeah. So, I mean, that's the approach you got to take.

Am I going to get arrested for what? Yeah, right. I mean, that's... You get pulled over by a cop for speeding, your heart starts racing out of your heart or out of your chest.

Am I going to get arrested for what? Yeah, right. I mean, that's... You get pulled over by a cop for speeding, your heart starts racing out of your heart or out of your chest.

you know, you ask about hate and rage, you know, you're, you're hating yourself, you know, and then the rage starts, you know, to build over the years. Um,

you know, you ask about hate and rage, you know, you're, you're hating yourself, you know, and then the rage starts, you know, to build over the years. Um,

I go to college, yeah.

I go to college, yeah.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I went to Northeastern University up in Boston, and I did great in school. I had school down to a science where I could study for three, four days, and I could be a blackout drunk for three, four days. And I tried cocaine. This was in the 80s. Tried cocaine in college. Absolutely nothing. loved it.

Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I went to Northeastern University up in Boston, and I did great in school. I had school down to a science where I could study for three, four days, and I could be a blackout drunk for three, four days. And I tried cocaine. This was in the 80s. Tried cocaine in college. Absolutely nothing. loved it.

Like just instantly took away all that self-loathing and feeling weak and insecure. Um, and just made me feel outgoing and confident and strong and powerful. Um, met the love of my life back then. Uh, you know, Northeastern's a five-year school. We dated, you know, off and on for the five years and then afterwards. And, uh, She wanted to start our lives and get married and start a family.

Like just instantly took away all that self-loathing and feeling weak and insecure. Um, and just made me feel outgoing and confident and strong and powerful. Um, met the love of my life back then. Uh, you know, Northeastern's a five-year school. We dated, you know, off and on for the five years and then afterwards. And, uh, She wanted to start our lives and get married and start a family.

And I could have sex. All I wanted, I could say I love you, but intimacy, getting married and being intimate and living together and being intimate, I just couldn't do it. And I told her I couldn't do it. And she's just like, why? We've been together for so long. What are we doing here? And I just told her I just can't get married. And she's like, I got to go in a different direction then.

And I could have sex. All I wanted, I could say I love you, but intimacy, getting married and being intimate and living together and being intimate, I just couldn't do it. And I told her I couldn't do it. And she's just like, why? We've been together for so long. What are we doing here? And I just told her I just can't get married. And she's like, I got to go in a different direction then.