Clark Fredericks

I put this outgoing, you have two faces.

One you show the world and the one behind closed doors.

So the one I showed the world was confident and fun loving and go, go, go and smiling.

And the one behind closed doors was completely broken.

As I go into high school, getting alcohol became easier.

So I started drinking a lot in high school.

My father around age 15 sits me down again

And there was a lady from our town of Stillwater who worked at the local Dunkin' Donuts as a waitress.

And my father went in for a coffee and she had a son in my class, same age.

And she told my father how her son was raped by Dennis Pegg and that they were pressing charges.

And my father came home again and said, son, sit down.

And he said, I want to ask you something.

I just want you to know that you'll never have to go to the police.

You'll never have to testify in court.

I will take care of the problem myself.

You just tell me if Dennis Pegg ever touched you.

And he told me the story about this lady's son being raped by him and they were going to press charges.

He's like, just tell me and I'll take care of Dennis Pegg myself.

So by saying I'll take care of Dennis Pegg myself, I'm taking that as my father will kill Dennis.

So now, now all this pressure's on me.