Clark Fredericks
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And I had that stare and like we would be lying in bed and I would just stare off.
And she'd be like, hello, hello, hello.
She's like, you just left me right then.
I'm like, I don't know what you're talking about.
She's like, you were somewhere else in your mind.
And like, you know, I can't, I can't tell her, you know, again, like,
She thinks I'm hot, I'm sexy, I'm funny, I'm cute, I'm a party animal.
I don't want to be the broken, wounded duck boyfriend who was abused.
Instead of confronting this and her thinking how brave I am and strong I am for confronting it.
That's what really happens when you confront it.
Instead, your mind tells you people are going to think you're gay.
People are going to look at you as damaged goods, as broken.
It's the complete opposite how people look at you.
After we graduated, I was working in Pennsylvania, living in New Jersey.