Clark Fredericks
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And that's what I said to the FBI guy.
And he's like, well, that's very noble of you, but...
I'm like, shit's already real, bro.
So it's just hell, hellish time in my life.
I went through into my 40s and I didn't know like abuse survivors suffer from PTSD and something triggered me.
And I equate it to like a really like thick blanket that is soaking wet and it's over you.
And you just can't get out from under this thick, wet blanket.
And I would have to talk to myself like a baby to get up in the mornings.
Like I'm just lying in bed, like with this thick, heavy blanket over me.
I'm like, come on, Clark, swing your legs off the bed.
And my first leg would swing and then I'd swing the second one.
I'm gonna be like, come on, Clark, now push yourself up.
You know, push up, you can stand up.
All right, now walk to the bathroom.