Clark Fredericks

He's like, where are you going?

Where are you going?

And I hopped in my truck and I sped out of that parking lot and I cursed and I punched my steering wheel and I spit on my passenger seat.

And my life fell apart that day.

That was it.

I could no longer.

I equated getting out of bed in those mornings and going to work like climbing Mount Everest.

Like every morning, Dev, you got to wake up and climb Mount Everest.

After seeing him and seeing that boy, I couldn't climb out at first anymore.

And I got in an argument with my brother and I walked out and I never looked back on the entire business.

And now I got free time, which is extremely bad.

Never good, yeah.

When you're not in a good state of mind.

I got Dennis Pegg in the forefront of my mind.

I got that young boy in the forefront of my mind.

I'm using drugs and alcohol.

And the only thing I know to do is to just dive headfirst into drugs and alcohol.

Instead of buying grams of Coke, I'm buying ounces of Coke.

I'm selling, I'm using.

And this went on for a few months.