Courtney Klein

I feel like I could go to counseling and like kind of like skate my way through.

But like deep down, I still had this like, you know, I wrecked my whole life.

family's life for so many years.

That was my fault.

And I would kind of just like move on to the next thing and like push that down.

And if I could go back

I wish so badly that I would have just tackled that head on because I do feel like I carried that into every traumatic thing that happened to me moving forward.

And unfortunately, that's life.

Things are going to happen.

We decided to have our third child.

and faced unexplained infertility they had no idea why i could not get pregnant with my oldest and my middle um i it was just a normal pregnancy i got pregnant it was everything was normal so now here we're trying again and it's not happening um and i just had that like narrative like

Nothing happens for me.

This is just my life.

And I didn't realize it at the time, but I was doing the same thing my dad had been doing for those years.

He just felt sorry for himself.

Everything was ruined.

His life was a mess.

So I ended up getting pregnant.

And I had...

I feel like just everything was going so well.