Craig Bellamy

So it was a lot of habits.

But you're missing out on a lot of life as well.

Football's only here a short time.

And that's why you probably see a lot of footballers more from our generation do struggle with it.

But really, if you break it down, I remember when I went to see... I was at Liverpool with Zaf.

I know Karen knows him really well.

Steve Peters?

Yeah.

I'll get to the Zaf first.

He's seen one or two problems with me.

And he's seen them before, but he's seen them escalate.

And I've never really...

I never really noticed that I just seen it as just normal habits for myself.

Um, and he addressed, you know, he had, we had a good conversation and, and really he recommended me that to Steve Peters.

And, and when I seen him was, um, it was, it was a bit of a wake up call for myself because a lot of the habits, you know, I was in, I was injured when I was, I moved away from home from a very young age.

So I was 15 when I moved away from home.

Um,

And you imagine a lot of 15-year-old boys moving the other end of the country away from everyone, away from family and the loneliness.

Being homesick was the hardest I've ever had to deal with.

That was, you know, there was nights you're crying yourself to sleep.