Darren Waller

But it was also like a shadow side to that, to where it was like very early on, I was already trying to be sneaky and move like that.

And like, once I started like doing drugs and stuff, it was like creeping in, taking money out of my mom's purse and just doing things like that.

So there was like a darker side to that behavior too.

I mean, I thought I had it.

I was convinced that I had it under control and was under that illusion all the way up until I started seeing the consequences in the NFL for my behavior.

I started hitting the news really big.

So that was I mean, you're talking most of my life.

I was under the illusion of I'm in control.

I mean, I got good grades.

I'm going places athletically.

I treat people well.

Like I've checked all the boxes that everybody told me that I should check.

as a growing young person.

So what is wrong?

There's nothing wrong.

Right.

And then there was also like times in college, too, because I was suspended from my college team twice.

I failed two of the three drug tests, like three strikes, you're out drug test from the NCAA.

Pretty sure I failed my third one, but.

That's the only reason you were a six-round pick, right?