Dave Mustaine

I always have this picture of clouds and a gate and you walk through it and then it's like I think, do I want to go to heaven? No, I want to spend more time with my wife because if I go to heaven and I'm not with her, if I go to heaven and we're not together as a couple anymore, that would make me sad. And I get real emotional when I think about that. So I don't want to talk about it.

I always have this picture of clouds and a gate and you walk through it and then it's like I think, do I want to go to heaven? No, I want to spend more time with my wife because if I go to heaven and I'm not with her, if I go to heaven and we're not together as a couple anymore, that would make me sad. And I get real emotional when I think about that. So I don't want to talk about it.

I always have this picture of clouds and a gate and you walk through it and then it's like I think, do I want to go to heaven? No, I want to spend more time with my wife because if I go to heaven and I'm not with her, if I go to heaven and we're not together as a couple anymore, that would make me sad. And I get real emotional when I think about that. So I don't want to talk about it.

Well, See, I loved my dad. I didn't know what was going on. I was still really young. I remember to this day when we were living on one particular street in Costa Mesa, and my mom and my dad were still together. They must have tried another time, because I don't believe I was four at the time. I believe I was a little older. But they for sure got divorced at four.

Well, See, I loved my dad. I didn't know what was going on. I was still really young. I remember to this day when we were living on one particular street in Costa Mesa, and my mom and my dad were still together. They must have tried another time, because I don't believe I was four at the time. I believe I was a little older. But they for sure got divorced at four.

Well, See, I loved my dad. I didn't know what was going on. I was still really young. I remember to this day when we were living on one particular street in Costa Mesa, and my mom and my dad were still together. They must have tried another time, because I don't believe I was four at the time. I believe I was a little older. But they for sure got divorced at four.

And I remember kissing him goodnight and his stubble on his face, and he always smelled like a pipe. like cherry vanilla pipe. So I grew up to love that smell.

And I remember kissing him goodnight and his stubble on his face, and he always smelled like a pipe. like cherry vanilla pipe. So I grew up to love that smell.

And I remember kissing him goodnight and his stubble on his face, and he always smelled like a pipe. like cherry vanilla pipe. So I grew up to love that smell.

Now, the things that I was told about my dad that I never saw was that my dad had slashed on my mom's tires so she couldn't get away, that he had cut his hands and he rubbed his blood all over my mom's face, and that he'd smacked her a few times and spit in her face. What do I know? Do I think that's real? Probably is. It probably is. Do I wish I knew? Yeah.

Now, the things that I was told about my dad that I never saw was that my dad had slashed on my mom's tires so she couldn't get away, that he had cut his hands and he rubbed his blood all over my mom's face, and that he'd smacked her a few times and spit in her face. What do I know? Do I think that's real? Probably is. It probably is. Do I wish I knew? Yeah.

Now, the things that I was told about my dad that I never saw was that my dad had slashed on my mom's tires so she couldn't get away, that he had cut his hands and he rubbed his blood all over my mom's face, and that he'd smacked her a few times and spit in her face. What do I know? Do I think that's real? Probably is. It probably is. Do I wish I knew? Yeah.

But do I know now after going through treatment so many times that A lot of times when people are in the throes of spirits or medication or street drugs, any kind of thing like that, the whole reason that people do anything like that is to break the reality. just to have a momentary break in reality so that you can feel anything but what you're really feeling right now.

But do I know now after going through treatment so many times that A lot of times when people are in the throes of spirits or medication or street drugs, any kind of thing like that, the whole reason that people do anything like that is to break the reality. just to have a momentary break in reality so that you can feel anything but what you're really feeling right now.

But do I know now after going through treatment so many times that A lot of times when people are in the throes of spirits or medication or street drugs, any kind of thing like that, the whole reason that people do anything like that is to break the reality. just to have a momentary break in reality so that you can feel anything but what you're really feeling right now.

I just want to feel something different. I don't know if I want to go up or go down or go sideways. I just want to feel something different. I hate my life. I hate my job. I hate my relationship and I have nothing to live for. And I know I don't want to kill myself because I'm afraid of killing myself.

I just want to feel something different. I don't know if I want to go up or go down or go sideways. I just want to feel something different. I hate my life. I hate my job. I hate my relationship and I have nothing to live for. And I know I don't want to kill myself because I'm afraid of killing myself.

I just want to feel something different. I don't know if I want to go up or go down or go sideways. I just want to feel something different. I hate my life. I hate my job. I hate my relationship and I have nothing to live for. And I know I don't want to kill myself because I'm afraid of killing myself.

And the choices sit there and, you know, just be miserable or someone will come around and say like, Hey man, let's have a drink. And it's usually how it starts. A drink, another drink, another drink. And if you're someone like me, the reason why I don't drink hard liquor is because once I get to the point where I take one and I go, ah, the second one I'm going to go, oh.

And the choices sit there and, you know, just be miserable or someone will come around and say like, Hey man, let's have a drink. And it's usually how it starts. A drink, another drink, another drink. And if you're someone like me, the reason why I don't drink hard liquor is because once I get to the point where I take one and I go, ah, the second one I'm going to go, oh.