David Boree

Winterford had written about seeing Ziz's techniques as a way to deal with his childhood trauma.

And Lesota wrote on her blog about her repeated attempts to fix and upgrade him.

Now, Ziz wrote about this person and calls him a death knight.

And as best as I can tell, a death knight is a Zizian term for someone who snaps and murders a bunch of people.

She calls Hitler a death knight, but she also uses the term for mass shooters.

And she claims Winterford, quote, "...tried very hard to convince me and then us to join them in service of the goddess of rape and death.

Straight up declared intentions to kill us.

Did a bunch of horrible shit, like said they were going to do even more horrible shit."

I spent about seven months, most of every day, in a desperate and mutual mental battle trying to get in their head, somehow understand this death drive thing I couldn't simulate in my own mind that made no sense and outpredict them like all their lives in the world depended on it.

Basically, this person's talking about doing a mass shooting or some other terrorist attack against the rationalist community in Ziz's name.

Ziz claims that she's spent seven months trying to stop them from doing this.

Then finally, they just kill themselves rather than killing anybody else.

Again, they frame this is like their heroic battle to stop this person from murdering other people and damaging the cause.

But like, I don't know, maybe maybe like this person needed professional help when they started talking about wanting to do a mass killing when it's wanting to murder a bunch of people.

Maybe they needed help, like not your help.

I don't know if anyone needs Ziz's help.

No, no, Ziz does not even need Ziz's help.

No.

And she weaves this person's death into this very messianic hero's journey for herself, posting this in the summer of 2022.

Since posting this, I have been tortured, survived seven assassination attempts, three more attempts to do me permanent bodily harm,