David Samson

And the struggle I'm having is that I don't know that I would have done anything differently because I only had the information I had at the time.

And I never would have expected there to be this sort of issue that that exists, that costs time.

because as you know, my relationship with time is far more complicated than my relationship with love.

But right now the family and we're very much hunkered down.

And the problem is that there is no time to show enough grace to each other.

There is no time to show enough love to each other because it is basically every day dealing with something

does this help her get better that's the question does this help give her a moment of being happier that's the question not how do i show more love to myself or to others none of us are taking care of ourselves the way we should because we're focused on taking care of her because that's all that matters and the question you have to ask yourself is that balance

is a difficult one because it is having a tremendously negative impact on everyone in the family and i could almost argue and people are going to misunderstand this there's an argument to be made that the impact on everyone else is as significant as the impact on her and there's a bunch of factors that i don't want to talk about that

make that a true statement that may not sound true to you.

But these are issues that come up, including until one in the morning last night during a family meeting.

While there is a show the next day at 7 a.m.

live, I had to be someplace.

So I had to get on my bike and go to a house at

10 30 at night for several hours and my phone goes off and that's not a fine because it's on silent except for family who texts from time to time about treatments and stuff so it's all a mess dan and i don't want to waste your audience's time and i'm not looking for anything other than the love that you guys have given me and i appreciate that

That is the best question, and no one's asked that.

And there's a lot of whispering that goes on.

There's a lot of going to the other room.

There's a lot of things that happen after she goes to sleep.

So...

You're right.