David Senra

It was about a guy that had an unbelievably tumultuous childhood that funneled that pain into an unbelievable work ethic to get him what he thought he wanted most in the world, which is being a rock star.

And then right after he hits that, after, you know, years and years of struggle, he plunges himself into deep depression.

And what he realizes is, like, he can't form.

His childhood was so messed up, it did not give him the ability to form...

stable, loving relationships with women.

And what he desperately wanted was, he wanted a stable relationship.

He wanted to have kids because he wanted to raise his kids and break the chain that his parents did to him.

And yet, what he would do, he would freak out.

He'd be like, he'd fall in love with a woman or whatever the case was.

And then he'd be like, something's wrong with her.

She can't, if she loves me, I am unlovable.

So therefore...

I'm going to hurt this person, he would run away.

And then he'd start dating somebody else.

And he would go through this over and over and over again, right?

Until the point where like he has to go run up to seeing a therapist.

He finds, he basically is like, hey, my life is going to be miserable.

I'm going to be world famous.

I'm going to be wealthy.

I'm going to have a job I love and I'm going to be depressed and miserable.