Davina Rankin

Yeah.

In front of me physically, but I know you're here.

And I've never had that knowing that I know you're here.

The knowing that I used to have was like, what if I end up alone?

It was like fear.

So now it was just such an interesting inner dialogue.

And I'm like, whoa, who is this like old soul that's talking through me right now through my dialogue?

It was really interesting.

Yeah.

I actually didn't think it was that big of a deal until you nearly started crying then.

I think I, and you know, I realize now, like I absolutely had to go through this whole thing.

Like there is no way that King would have been a match with me five years ago.

Like,

we're going to meet each other exactly where we're at and I just no wonder nothing else worked out too you know like that old version of me was not in alignment like she would not even be in alignment with this friendship with this version of Davina I wouldn't know her so it all makes sense like the years of crying the years of processing the years of going through the depths and you know having that beautiful relationship again with pleasure and receiving and

being actually able to receive and feel worthy and feel, have that self-worth, it was all needed to happen because I know what's coming for me is going to be so incredible.

There's no way I want to sabotage that with my old outdated belief systems, you know?

Yeah, I think we've been conditioned a lot that our worth is tied to how much we produce or how much we can do for others or how selfless we can be, especially when it comes to being a mother.

There's a lot of martyrdom in motherhood where it's like, I am only worthy if I am the best mother or if I am the best wife.

So when it comes to women actually, one, investing in themselves, it's like, where do I even start?

Like, I don't know who I am outside of being those titles.