Designed As You Human Design Podcast
Trusting Your Higher Timeline You Cannot See or Prove YET
22 Feb 2026
Chapter 1: What is the main topic discussed in this episode?
Welcome to the Designed As You podcast. I'm Hilary McVeigh, a human design teacher and intuitive, and this is about remembering who you are and becoming who you're here to be. Let's dive in. I'm so excited. I just got off a certification live wisdom session and I just love this space so much.
I get so lit up connecting with the women inside of Bear and just sharing and teaching and chatting and exploring. It's just... There's nothing else like it. It truly feels so inspired and so activating. Today we spoke so much about certainty and also all around the energy centers. The energy centers are by far the most powerful awareness and activator for change.
When you understand and realize where you are operating on the illusions of your not self of the energy centers, you have the power and the ability to create real change in your life. You become a conscious co-creator.
What happens is that people are running on autopilot of their not self behavior and not even realizing it and wondering why the same thing keeps on happening in their relationships or the same thing keeps happening in their jobs. And, you know, then you change your job, you change your relationship, but it just keeps happening.
It's because there is an underlying subconscious narrative or belief or way of being that is creating that in your reality. And the problem is you don't know what you don't know. And so this is why it's so powerful, so, so, so powerful to learn not only your human design, but especially your energy centers. It's my favorite part of human design, especially where you're undefined.
I see a lot of people living in their undefined of their identity and their heart of devaluing themselves, trying to prove themselves all the time or trying to force paths and directions that are not for them, not really realizing who they are, not realizing their divine nature and living in the illusions of their not self, of not believing their power and their potentiality and that they have it
a unique transmission and path here. So, you got me all lit up to record this and show with my incredible, beautiful friend Davina Rankin, who I met last year. Actually, we met right before this recording. We've since become really beautiful friends. We felt very connected right from the get-go, as you can probably hear in this podcast. And she's a beautiful healer, embodiment guide.
She runs retreats and she is a fellow projector. So this one is a great one. And what I just want to remind you is that us as women, we have the power of our heart coherence, of our womb space. We have so much wisdom.
When we connect with the womb, with our intuition, with our heart, and when we are in coherence with our womb and our heart, that is when we're an embodiment of our truth, of what we're here to do, who we came here to be, and the contribution that we're here to give. And so much we've been disconnected because we've been told not to trust that.
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Chapter 2: How do wake-up calls redirect us to alignment?
And that means doing different. That means being aware where we're operating in our not-self behavior. It's all well and good to have all this knowledge, but then it's like, okay, understanding where my behavior is following on from that. Where am I creating more of what I don't want? Your energy behind your actions is the most important piece. It is more important even than the action itself.
What is the energy behind it? Are you operating from the not-self? The illusions that you're not enough? The feeling that you always have to be busy? The fear and the doubt? Yes, that can be there, but that is not your truth. It's coming back to your truer, higher expression. That you're a divine, life force, energetic, powerful being. Who is simply a vessel for life to move through you.
That you get to create whatever you desire. So that we don't want to be on autopilot of the not-self. We want to choose different by being different. And that can feel uncomfortable at first. But it's not about we adding more effort. It's about waking up, paying attention. Who am I? I did a whole podcast. I was really well received. You guys loved that one.
I think it's one of the most downloaded episodes ever was the identity one. I'll pop the link below. You know, your identity, who you are is what you create. So we don't want to just be repeating the patterns and the, just the autopilot of the past. No, you get to choose a different response. And in that choosing, you become a conscious co-creator. So enjoy this one. I'm currently in Sri Lanka.
I'm loving it. I'm And it just reminds me how important it is to shake up the environment, to connect even deeper to yourself. If you want to join the certification, beautiful time to join us. You can actually join us for this round and the next round if you join now. You can take it at your own pace and then join us for all the live sessions. All is in perfect timing.
And for now, enjoy this episode with Davina. Two projectors talking all about moving trauma out of your body when you suppress your truth in your throat or in your womb or you're being stuck in your head, being a floating head. And when you can start listening to the intelligence of your body, when you can start connecting in full embodiment and energetic sovereignty.
We talk about the power of pleasure and receiving and the nervous system safety and self-forgiveness. Really beautiful. Enjoy this one and... Here's for a beautiful, embodied, honest 2026 ahead. I'm just popping in here to speak about our podcast sponsor, Bodygraph.com. So this is the company I work with that means I get to integrate human design charts on my website.
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Chapter 3: What is the difference between intuitive expansion and misalignment?
All of this is available at bodygraph.com and they are offering 33% off. You can just use the code HILLARY33. Okay, enjoy the rest of this podcast. Welcome, beautiful Davina. It's such an honour to have you here. I feel like us connecting has been a long time coming in the sense of I just feel like our souls are destined to connect in this way. Absolutely, of course. Of course.
It doesn't even surprise me anymore. No. It doesn't. So many people were telling me, you need to meet Davina, you'll love Davina. And it was just, it almost started to get a bit ridiculous. I was like, okay, I'm reaching out to her and I'm so grateful that we have connected. And we've actually just spent the last hour having an interview on your podcast.
So I'll put the link below and definitely check your podcast, your workout. So thank you. Thank you for being here. Thank you for being you.
Thank you for being you. I've just like, obviously I've just swooned over you for the last hour on my podcast, but truly like I knew there was something in me today that I knew I It was just going to be a great day. And your energy is, it's just when you know, you know, you know, it's when you know, you know, and you are just a big expander for me, which I never knew I needed.
I never knew I needed a Hillary in my life. And now I know, now I know. So yeah. Thank you. Thank you for, yeah, listening to everyone telling you that you need to meet me because I've been hearing the same things as well. So finally we've made it happen. I'm so happy.
And it is that interesting, that soul resonance, that energetic resonance. You can't explain why you feel so connected to a certain person or a thing and it's just that trust and allowing. So I did want to start because you are an incredible energy worker and I would love to speak about the power of understanding our energy, frequency, understanding energy.
how we operate because a lot of us are walking around like a floating head so much just living from the mind so please speak a bit about your work and yeah well I think honestly I was a floating head for a very long time um
Yeah, just kind of on autopilot and going through life, ticking the boxes until I got to my point of everything just changing, you know, life turning itself upside down and me really just being like left with me. Yeah. And there was a period of time where like it was almost unbearable to sit with myself because there was just like lots that was coming up and out.
And like, absolutely, I was outsourcing different people and different modalities and things to help me with myself. But there was just, you know, one point in time where waking up just felt like as soon as I woke up, I had anxiety. It was just fucked.
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Chapter 4: Why is fear considered a normal part of shifting timelines?
And then I was really... worried about how I was ever going to be intimate with another person because I didn't know myself on that level. Yes, I was getting better at regulation. Yes, I was understanding energy better. Yes, I could start working with energy, seeing energy and all that kind of stuff.
But there was also this really deep wounding for me when it came to really truly allowing myself to be my biggest, most expressed self. And just randomly one day I was like, I'm going to, this is really taking a turn, this conversation, but this is one of the biggest pivotal moments in my journey.
And I decided I was going to buy a crystal wand because like when it came to like self-love and self-pleasure and stuff, it was very like, you know, basic surface level.
Yes.
Very physical. Yeah. And I was like, there's something there for me. And I'm actually like, I had to get myself to a space where I had created enough safety within myself so I could even go to that step. Right.
But for me to be able to go to the next step with another person or let anyone else see me, I actually had to walk through this myself first, which is something that I think women don't get the chance to do as they grow. It's always like,
They don't really get to meet themselves at their depths, in their full vulnerability at their core and have a good hard look at themselves and love themselves in a really big way. Because we've been conditioned to not, you know, we're not good enough. We need to change our things. We're not pretty enough. All the things. So, yeah, I think de-armoring.
and working with my womb space energetically and like actually taking the time and the slowness and having compassion and having the courage to work with my womb space in that way as well that is what changed everything for me changed everything and my connection to self and my connection to my energy and my connection to my world around me it changed everything
Well, your womb is like the world. It's the birthplace. It's the most powerful creation. It's our portal. It's our portal. And that connection, that's your wisdom. That's your creative energy. That's your life force. That's your divinity and your love. So I think, yeah, a lot of women, we can even be afraid of that power.
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Chapter 5: What is Hillary's 'Power Practice' for meeting fear?
And you start to see your whole life reconfigure around you to now align with the true you rather than the afraid version of you.
I used to reconfigure myself to make it work for the world. Wow. Always. Yeah. Always. And it does, it takes time. Like you're not just going to have one magical room healing session or pleasure session and be like, I'm changed. I did. Like I was changed after the first time. That can be an option.
Chapter 6: How can we rebuild trust in ourselves after conditioning?
Absolutely. But you know, it takes work and that is the work. It's coming back to yourself. How much more can you hold yourself? How much more can you love yourself? How much more can you soften into yourself? And how much space can you give yourself to feel all the things, not just the beautiful, blissful, amazing alignment things, but the heart wrenching guilt things.
pain, disappointment, grief, all those things, because there was a lot of grief that came up for me as well. Cause I looked back at these older versions of myself and I was like, I'm so sorry. Like I felt, I felt so sad for myself and I just was like, wow, like you really, you never saw it. Hey, like you never saw how special you were. So yeah, I think it's, I'm at this point now where I,
I am so in love with my life.
Chapter 7: What role do synchronicities play in our lives?
And look, my life's not like I'm not a billionaire. My life is just... You don't need to be. It's just my life. But I wake up and I have so much gratitude and I can really sit in the pleasure of these really small moments that... To old me, I probably would not have even noticed because my inner dialogue was so busy telling me about how wrong I was or how fat I was or how I should be doing more.
So it's, I think, you know, that connection to yourself and the remembering of like, no, you are exactly where you need to be and you don't need more. You actually need less.
Yeah.
And it's like the slower you go, the faster you get there. Because I just, I was always, what's next? What's next? What do I need to do? Where do I need to be? How much more money do I need to be making? Who's the next guy that's going to love me or give me validation? And then, yeah, you strip it all back and you're left with you. And it's, well, are you happy there though?
Because if you're not happy there, nothing else is ever going to be suffice.
Oh, gosh. We both got teary there for a second. I saw both of us thinking of our past selves. Yeah. Because it is. It's like, I just want to remind you, this is such, I'm so glad you're sharing this, like how you just said this. It's like, this is self-love. This is real self-love of like sitting in your emotion, sitting in the grief, sitting in the stories and...
Actually, it just reminded me as well, like we were speaking about Pilates earlier.
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Chapter 8: Why is investing in yourself essential for personal growth?
And I remember I used to just go and annihilate myself in like these like HIIT classes and all the things. And it was all coming from a not enough place and like something to fix. And now when I exercise, it's like from so much love. And at the end, even when I've worked really hard, I'll just thank my body and be like, thank you. You are so strong. I love you so much.
And I remember before I would like, as I'm leaving Pilates, an exercise class, I'd be looking at the one part of my body I didn't like. And it just amplifies it more and more.
I was a PT for 10 years. And it was like, I knew I wanted to be of service for people, but I didn't realize why PT wasn't the right thing. It's because everyone that was coming in, it's like they weren't working out because they love themselves. They're working out because they hated themselves. And like, it's such a beautiful shift to see now what's happening with women. It's
No, they actually want to invest in themselves because they have compassion for themselves and they want to they want to love themselves a little harder. And yeah, like back in the day, it was just such a very like fitspo must. There was just not enough awareness, I think, especially for our age.
I know, it was.
It was a rough time growing up, you know, and just, yeah, like the beginning of social media and all that stuff. And I think also, too, being in social media, my whole career has always been on social media. So there was just that added extra layer of who do you need me to be?
And I think like life will give us the opportunity, almost like the amount of how important it is for you is like how much the challenge will make for you. So like your soul chose to have such a big experience around this of like true self-love, self-respect, like creating that love within. So of course, you know, you have a big social media and of course you get thrown into this world.
Of course you end up becoming a PT. Of course these things because it's okay, but are you like, who can you be in this? Yeah, you could have done it in different ways, but it's like it really became a high stakes game and then you're able to share in a big way. Totally.
Yeah, I think there's a lot of people that are like, oh, do you regret this or do you regret that? Do you regret the TV stuff? All of those things. And I'm like, you know what? No, because I like I had to walk the walk. Like I really had to go through that in order to be able to drag myself out of it. Yeah. to then be able to help others. Absolutely.
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