Davina Rankin

And two, like, it's hard.

Yeah, I think it's just hard for women to actually be able to receive.

Like, we're just very, we're very good at providing in so many different ways, like especially love.

We provide so much love and nourishment and hope.

We're so nurturing to those that we love around us that when it comes to us actually being able to receive it, it's almost like it's lazy.

It's lazy of us to sit back and receive and be.

100%.

Well, that was something that came up in my ayahuasca journeys in Amazon.

It's like one of my ceremonies was like extremely pleasurable and I'm like the self-love queen, right?

But from the minute it started, it was like everything felt so good.

It was like the edge of orgasm for six hours.

But it was so hard for me to sit in because I was like, but don't you want me to purge?

Don't you want me to work hard?

Like, do I need to unpack some trauma?

Like, surely it can't be this.

Honestly, being like, surely it can't be this good.

Something bad is going to happen in any minute now.

And what she was showing me, she's like, wow.

Like you say you want all of these things.

You say you want this beautiful, pleasurable life.