Devorah Roloff

And he didn't.

And I think that it gets to a point where, like you said, you almost become bitter towards the person because you're like, you're just making it worse for yourself, you know?

It's like it was better if they just were gone rather than continuing to just come and disappoint and disappoint.

Zoom type of thing.

I think it's just conflicting because, you know, you have your younger self and the child you that just wants a parent, whether it's a mom or a dad.

You know, there's, that's another thing.

People can probably relate to this that have a situation with their mom.

It doesn't have to be only a father figure.

Yes, yes, absolutely.

You know, and I think it's conflicting because when you're a child, you are innocent.

You want that parent there and you want, I think,

You even your first love comes from a parent.

And when you feel that neglect and like they aren't showing up for you or they aren't there, I think it devalues a lot within yourself.

It's almost like you have to teach yourself to build your own confidence.

You have to teach yourself to be there for yourself because.

the core people aren't there.

They aren't showing up.

So it's like you have that and then you get older and you start putting all the pieces together and you're like, well, fuck this.

Like you didn't step up to the plate.

You're a piece of crap.