Devorah Roloff

Stay away.

Yes.

But then I think deep down, you still have that little ache because the child you never healed from that and still just wants the best.

Like the little version of you wants the best and wants to hope that maybe, just maybe-

you know, like he'll be better this time or this me having a child will save the relationship or mend it all.

And I think it's – I honestly feel like it's the most more hurtful that you kind of – it's like a tease.

You get a little bit and then it's gone again.

And honestly, like from – and I could be totally wrong, but I think from the way that you explain it too is maybe in his mind there are points that he wants to –

be there and show up.

And then he probably has a conflicting thing within himself of like, well, what's the point if I'm just going away anyway?

Right.

Or maybe something where when he gets too close, it makes him uncomfortable.

And his only option in his mind is to flee.

Right.

So it's like, you never know.

And that's not an excuse by any means, but it's just like, humans are weird.

You know, like it's complex.

It's weird.

It's hard.

Cause it's like, you know, like we were saying before we started filming, um,