Devorah Roloff

You know what I mean?

We can't even control how we feel because anybody knows that, you know, when you're going through any type of sadness, even if for a relatable example,

In another completely off topic in another way would be like when you're going through a breakup, you know, and it could be with the worst person in the world that abused you, beat the shit out of you.

Right.

And you can tell yourself one day, like, fuck him.

I own nothing.

I should never be with him again.

But then you still have this feeling in your heart of like, but I love him.

And I think that's more what it is.

I think it's that because that's your dad, of course, like you love him and that's okay to love somebody.

Like deep down to care for them, to feel bad for them, to want better for them, that's fine.

But I don't think you should carry any sort of guilt because you did show up time and time again.

You tried time and time again and he didn't want it.

He wasn't ready.

So then when he's ready, this is not his world that everyone's living in.

This isn't anyone's world.

This is everybody's on their own path.

And, you know, children need love.

They need support.

He didn't give you that.