Dove Cameron

I mean, it was a weird thing because to be completely honest, I tried to mend my relationship with my dad a lot.

And I think there's this thing that happens with depression.

Like it was all this stuff that I like, didn't really, I thought he was mad at me.

Right.

And I like came to like,

say goodnight or like lay down next to him or something.

And cause I was still like a very young 14.

Like I wasn't like a, like mentally I was mature, but I was still like, I wasn't dating.

And he like didn't really move.

And I remember him being like, I think you should, you should go to bed.

And I was like, and I remember receiving that as just like such a rejection that like he didn't want to,

And I didn't know what it was.

Like, I truly thought he was angry with me for something.

And, you know, when you're a kid, like you blame yourself.

You really blame yourself.

And so I was like, maybe I'm behaving badly or something.

I didn't really get it.

Yeah, like... Is he mad that I'm pursuing my own life and I'm... I mean, he was always like kind of vaguely supportive, I guess.

Like he was worried about me more than anything.

Like he was worried that I wasn't going to be able to survive in Hollywood.