Dr. Brian Pennie

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618 appearances 1 recordings 1 series first heard May 2026 last heard 30 May

Dr. Brian Pennie’s voice in public audio — every appearance, attributed to the second.

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And he says, right, you need to go to detox.
So I needed to do a benzo detox to get them out of my system before I could do an opiate detox.
That's the way many of the places work.
But there wasn't a benzo detox facility available for up to three months.
And I ended up doing a benzo detox at home on my own.
I would never advise anyone to do that.
So cold turkey from benzos and alcohol.
I was still taking methadone.
And I ended up having a very violent seizure that I bit my tongue, splitting it down the middle.
I ended up in hospital thinking I was brain damaged.
But I had a moment in Blanchardtown Hospital in Dublin where I thought I was brain damaged and I was in, I was a shell of a human being.
Like I was so broken in every which way.
And I remember sitting in the hospital not being able to make sense of my environment and thinking, oh my God, that's brain damage.
And I had this sort of,
narrative going on in the moment saying, I can't do this anymore.
And I go back to that moment, I was so scrambled from the addiction, the withdrawals and the seizure that I don't know exactly what I was thinking.
I don't know whether it was suicidal, but it was like, I can't do this anymore.
I had no more fight.
And I remember lying back down on the trolley.
I was in a room on my own, middle of the night, waiting to be overwhelmed by panic and fear and everything that was happening.
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