Dr. Kelly Brogan

So what happens to especially that little girl inside of me who just wants to put on the fucking tutu and run around the room and have all the eyes on her, right? She doesn't get to exist. And so what happens is she ends up pulling the strings behind the curtain, you know, like Oz, and... I feel this conflict. And you referenced it earlier. It's often felt as shame, right?

So what happens to especially that little girl inside of me who just wants to put on the fucking tutu and run around the room and have all the eyes on her, right? She doesn't get to exist. And so what happens is she ends up pulling the strings behind the curtain, you know, like Oz, and... I feel this conflict. And you referenced it earlier. It's often felt as shame, right?

So what happens to especially that little girl inside of me who just wants to put on the fucking tutu and run around the room and have all the eyes on her, right? She doesn't get to exist. And so what happens is she ends up pulling the strings behind the curtain, you know, like Oz, and... I feel this conflict. And you referenced it earlier. It's often felt as shame, right?

I feel this split inside of myself of the rejected parts of me wanting my attention, right? And that is so expensive energetically. It ends up being such a drain. And I would say the fullest expression of that drain is what we call illness. But it ends up being so costly that...

I feel this split inside of myself of the rejected parts of me wanting my attention, right? And that is so expensive energetically. It ends up being such a drain. And I would say the fullest expression of that drain is what we call illness. But it ends up being so costly that...

I feel this split inside of myself of the rejected parts of me wanting my attention, right? And that is so expensive energetically. It ends up being such a drain. And I would say the fullest expression of that drain is what we call illness. But it ends up being so costly that...

it is responsible for the stuckness that is a kind of like Sisyphean hell that we find ourselves in as women where that stuckness, that silent scream of this can't be it, right? Like what is my life, right? Like what, did I really come here just for this? Really, I think that that's like the

it is responsible for the stuckness that is a kind of like Sisyphean hell that we find ourselves in as women where that stuckness, that silent scream of this can't be it, right? Like what is my life, right? Like what, did I really come here just for this? Really, I think that that's like the

it is responsible for the stuckness that is a kind of like Sisyphean hell that we find ourselves in as women where that stuckness, that silent scream of this can't be it, right? Like what is my life, right? Like what, did I really come here just for this? Really, I think that that's like the

Well, yeah, and I should offer a bit more context, which is that my initiation, I guess, to this work, which of course, this is like young Ian. I mean, this is like many, many people have been speaking about this concept before me, but of course, until it's like embodied, it's not yours to really own an experience.

Well, yeah, and I should offer a bit more context, which is that my initiation, I guess, to this work, which of course, this is like young Ian. I mean, this is like many, many people have been speaking about this concept before me, but of course, until it's like embodied, it's not yours to really own an experience.

Well, yeah, and I should offer a bit more context, which is that my initiation, I guess, to this work, which of course, this is like young Ian. I mean, this is like many, many people have been speaking about this concept before me, but of course, until it's like embodied, it's not yours to really own an experience.

But my greater context for this was that I began to represent myself publicly, right? So I already had a public platform, but I had a public platform as like a credentialed wearing activist and intellectual academic. And I began to represent this other side of me, I guess, publicly and specifically on social media. And this other side of me,

But my greater context for this was that I began to represent myself publicly, right? So I already had a public platform, but I had a public platform as like a credentialed wearing activist and intellectual academic. And I began to represent this other side of me, I guess, publicly and specifically on social media. And this other side of me,

But my greater context for this was that I began to represent myself publicly, right? So I already had a public platform, but I had a public platform as like a credentialed wearing activist and intellectual academic. And I began to represent this other side of me, I guess, publicly and specifically on social media. And this other side of me,

we'll dance on a pole in a bikini and we'll create like a little video mashup with like a costume and the soundtrack and like my own little editing and we'll find no more delight in anything in the world. Like that would be the most pleasurable thing I could possibly do to create that little piece of my own artwork. And of course, the feeling that I had was that inner girl, right?

we'll dance on a pole in a bikini and we'll create like a little video mashup with like a costume and the soundtrack and like my own little editing and we'll find no more delight in anything in the world. Like that would be the most pleasurable thing I could possibly do to create that little piece of my own artwork. And of course, the feeling that I had was that inner girl, right?

we'll dance on a pole in a bikini and we'll create like a little video mashup with like a costume and the soundtrack and like my own little editing and we'll find no more delight in anything in the world. Like that would be the most pleasurable thing I could possibly do to create that little piece of my own artwork. And of course, the feeling that I had was that inner girl, right?

That little girl who said like, hey, do you like what I made? It's like my fingers were wet from the paint still. And I went through a whole phase. And that's not to diminish it to suggest that like, oh, it was just a phase. It was a literal maturational process that I moved through where I exposed this aspect of myself and I was...

That little girl who said like, hey, do you like what I made? It's like my fingers were wet from the paint still. And I went through a whole phase. And that's not to diminish it to suggest that like, oh, it was just a phase. It was a literal maturational process that I moved through where I exposed this aspect of myself and I was...