Drew Burney
👤 SpeakerAppearances Over Time
Podcast Appearances
I don't want to be abandoned.
And so I close myself off.
I don't even get involved in that way.
You can't leave me.
I will keep you at a distance.
And so you cannot leave me.
Now I'm sitting here like, okay, well, I've replaced the behavior.
But that behavior was a coping mechanism for me.
And so now I'm sitting in this space where it's like, it feels unsafe.
I'm almost feeling anxious.
I think I maybe even told you a few times, like, I think I'm actually more disorganized than I was.
But I think what that really is, is I'm just feeling the anxiety that was already there.
That has always been there.
But I was avoiding it before.
And now I don't avoid it anymore.
And now it's like, I don't know what's going on.
I don't know what to do with it.
What I want to do, you know, I talked about the contamination versus redemptive arcs.