Dylan Mulvaney
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A senator from the great state of Texas, I believe, appeared to me during my ayahuasca ceremony in Peru.
And I think I might be the first person to have ever had that person pop into a trip.
But what my mother ayahuasca, this sort of figure that it's so funny when I start to talk about it, I'm like, whoo.
What this sort of healer figure type was showing to me was that those people who were speaking so ill of me and this particular person had like a Senate probe into me for very illegitimate reasons.
They lack true maternal love within them.
Even I think there's a lot of men who operate with such a fear of femininity and of maternal energy that they don't know how to...
work through some of those things.
So they project it onto other people in really intense ways.
Um, and so like, it was a real moment of forgiveness to those people that spoke about me that way or that were villainizing me that way.
And, and I really actually don't have that much resentment that I've held on to.
And, and, you know, they're still doing it to me and a lot of other people in this world.
It's interesting when you start like trying to get to the bottom of like the why.
And I think it has so little to do with me and a lot more to do with what's going on with them.
But I've also had some of those fun moments recently.
Maybe not fun, but I was in this kind of swanky hotel bar last month and this woman kind
was like looking at me it felt kind of negatively and my friend who's so much more confident than me was like hey is everything okay to you and she's like oh yeah it's fine you know and I think so often people don't get called out on those moments and we started talking to her and and then she ended up like she's like why don't I buy you guys a drink and so we're having a drink with her we sit down and and I could see her the gears turning in her head and you know we're talking we start laughing and in about maybe 30 minutes into the conversation she goes