Eamon Morrissey as Cream
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I shall be neutral and inert.
Throws are the only trouble.
I must be on my guard against throws.
But I am less given to them now since coming here.
Of course, I still have my little fits of impatience from time to time.
I must be on my guard against them for the next fortnight or three weeks, without exaggeration, to be sure, quietly crying and laughing, without working myself up into a state.
Yes, I shall be natural at last.
I shall suffer more, then less, without drawing any conclusions.
I shall pay less heed to myself.
I shall be neither hot nor cold any more.
I shall die tepid, without enthusiasm.
I shall not watch myself die.
That would spoil everything.
Have I watched myself live?
I am content, necessarily, but not to the point of clapping my hands.
I was always content, knowing I would be repaid.