Eleanor Doyle

And I was saying to you before, a beautiful lady I worked with did a house clearance.

She had a picture of the world and underneath it, it went, go somewhere you've never been before.

And I was literally sat in my bed one day and I was like, God, where would I go?

And I was looking at the world and I kind of went, it was like a light bulb moment.

I went, you need to go on a journey with yourself.

You need to heal yourself.

That's where you need to go.

It's not the country.

You need to go inside you.

So I started, I suppose I kind of went into my hibernation mode and I never went and I'm not like, I never went to counselling.

I had a bit when he was in rehab and stuff like that.

But I suppose, I don't know why, I just felt that I had what I needed to heal myself inside.

That was my thing.

So I did all my own research.

I journaled.

I was a people pleaser, no self-confidence, no self-worth, no boundaries.

And I sat down and was literally with a journal and a biro and I went, why?

Go back as far as your childhood, go back as far as why did I feel this way?

Why do I do this?

Why, why, why?