Elena
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That's the thing. I'm like, what are you doing? And when he was finally let out of his bedroom, he immediately ran to the home of a neighbor. who was a single woman that he had bonded with. This single woman kind of was like a stand-in for her mother. I was wondering if that was the... Like she kind of took care of him a little bit. She knew what was going on.
And it sounds like this woman was like a real one. Like she was just trying to... She was trying to like be there for him. But she knew, especially at the time, it's like, you know, in the 30s and 40s. And it's like, she's not going to step in. She doesn't know what the boundaries are here. So she's just kind of being there for him when she can. Right. Kind of thing.
And it sounds like this woman was like a real one. Like she was just trying to... She was trying to like be there for him. But she knew, especially at the time, it's like, you know, in the 30s and 40s. And it's like, she's not going to step in. She doesn't know what the boundaries are here. So she's just kind of being there for him when she can. Right. Kind of thing.
And letting him into her home, which I'm like... What a nice lady. I know, yeah. Like, damn. I wish that lady was more of an influence in his life, to be honest.
And letting him into her home, which I'm like... What a nice lady. I know, yeah. Like, damn. I wish that lady was more of an influence in his life, to be honest.
Yeah, exactly. Well, and then, unfortunately, a year later, the family moved to Riverton, California. And that's where Jerry started attending first grade. Years later, Jerry would talk about this period as another significant moment in the development of his fetish that would later come out later violently. His first grade teacher would wear high heels every day.
Yeah, exactly. Well, and then, unfortunately, a year later, the family moved to Riverton, California. And that's where Jerry started attending first grade. Years later, Jerry would talk about this period as another significant moment in the development of his fetish that would later come out later violently. His first grade teacher would wear high heels every day.
And every day, Jerry would just be fascinated with them and daydreamed about them. He just thought they were the prettiest shoes you could possibly wear. He loved them. I mean, high heels are great.
And every day, Jerry would just be fascinated with them and daydreamed about them. He just thought they were the prettiest shoes you could possibly wear. He loved them. I mean, high heels are great.
Yeah. Yeah. And it was well known that this particular teacher would bring two pairs of shoes to school, a pair for work and a pair for the afternoon. She would like change into sneakers kind of thing.
Yeah. Yeah. And it was well known that this particular teacher would bring two pairs of shoes to school, a pair for work and a pair for the afternoon. She would like change into sneakers kind of thing.
Yeah. And like, I guess like, you know, she would change into them like later in the day. And one afternoon when he could no longer resist the temptation, he stole the pair of high heels out of the teacher's desk when she stepped out of the room and he hid them in the play area. And he was intending to bring them home later. Yeah. But he was hiding them for later.
Yeah. And like, I guess like, you know, she would change into them like later in the day. And one afternoon when he could no longer resist the temptation, he stole the pair of high heels out of the teacher's desk when she stepped out of the room and he hid them in the play area. And he was intending to bring them home later. Yeah. But he was hiding them for later.
But one of the children found them. Yeah. And, you know, before the end of the day and brought them back to the teacher. And nothing crazy happened from that, but it was just clearly a moment of like, he's kind of taking it seriously. further by stealing them now. And this time in Jerry's life was also significant because he was dealing with a lot of health problems.
But one of the children found them. Yeah. And, you know, before the end of the day and brought them back to the teacher. And nothing crazy happened from that, but it was just clearly a moment of like, he's kind of taking it seriously. further by stealing them now. And this time in Jerry's life was also significant because he was dealing with a lot of health problems.
In fact, during second grade, he missed a lot of school. He was home a lot and in the hospital a lot with measles, laryngitis. He had two fungal infections that required surgery. And he also had, according to Jerry, he had problems with the veins in his legs, and it would cause him a lot of pain and difficulty moving. Oh, wow. Yeah.
In fact, during second grade, he missed a lot of school. He was home a lot and in the hospital a lot with measles, laryngitis. He had two fungal infections that required surgery. And he also had, according to Jerry, he had problems with the veins in his legs, and it would cause him a lot of pain and difficulty moving. Oh, wow. Yeah.
So according to him, he said the veins were ballooning and I had to have the operations because they were not doing their job. So I'm assuming there was a lot of like circulation issues. Yeah. Now the multiple surgeries and other things he was dealing with meant that he had to stay at home a lot. Oh, no. And that meant he had to be with his mom a lot. Uh-huh.
So according to him, he said the veins were ballooning and I had to have the operations because they were not doing their job. So I'm assuming there was a lot of like circulation issues. Yeah. Now the multiple surgeries and other things he was dealing with meant that he had to stay at home a lot. Oh, no. And that meant he had to be with his mom a lot. Uh-huh.
And at this point in second grade, he had already come to despise her.