Elizabeth

Um, and so, you know, I, I knew going into it, it wasn't like that expectation wasn't set.

He, he very much forewarned me of that.

Um,

But I didn't realize the amount of time that it would require of him to do that.

And so I realized that our future, there is a light at the end of that tunnel.

But it's just been really hard.

Like there are nights where he just doesn't come home because he's working so late.

And so, I mean, there will be 24, 48 hours where I just don't even see him and I'm doing it literally all by myself.

Yeah, I think...

I think the part that's the hardest part for me is that, like, the extra stuff that comes with it.

You know, I realize that you have to kind of work and play with the partners.

And, you know, there's things that come with that, like these events and such.

And I think I find myself at home essentially drowning with two kids.

And I see my husband...

not doing that.

I know his job is very taxing, but he's also going to these nice centers that are going on and these events.

And it almost feels like I'm jealous in a sense that I am sitting here with these two kids by myself, just trying to stay afloat.

And it's like, he's not there.

He's not a part of it.

He's not seeing it.