Ella May Ding

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1,843 appearances 7 recordings 1 series first heard Jun 2026 last heard 27 Jul

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The Ella Era · That’s a Wrap, Angels! See You Soon 😉 · 27 Jul 2026 podcast

And, like, my tough is different to your tough.

And...

I've just felt like really at my wits end and overwhelmed that like any little beautiful message I'd get would bring me to tears.

Like this morning I was sitting at the top of my stairs at 6.30 before Pia woke up and my husband sent me a message and it literally brought me to tears.

And he was just saying like, you're not just, you know, my wife, you're this and you're that.

And

Right now, all I see when I look in the mirror is just a really tired person.

Like I don't see me.

I don't, I just don't see me.

And like,

It's just so weird.

And even if I take like a photo or a selfie, like I'm looking at me and I'm like, that doesn't even look like me.

Like constant just, I don't know, like this emptiness.

And like, obviously I'm very happy.

And you go through these ebbs and flows and it just comes down to motherhood, I think.

Like I...

don't have mental health issues and I've never struggled really with like to be honest much mentally and that's probably been the biggest struggle because I haven't really experienced a lot of it before so

So just this constant battle in my head of I'm tired, I don't feel like me, but I feel like I can't really complain about it.

And that's not my husband making me feel a certain way, but I think it's because I'm a mom.

I chose this and I want this, but I feel like I'm not allowed to complain about it.

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