Elle

It was one of those things where it was more of a do not don't ask, don't tell.

Oh, yeah, we were the same age.

I just put that I was, like, looking for a dominant, that I was looking to explore myself and...

that I was open to anyone, male, female, non-binary.

But just that I was looking for a dominant.

Yes.

I knew that that was what I was interested in, but I just didn't know kind of like what extent.

Right.

And so the first man that I met off of that life, we're going to call him Jay.

He was like

one of those where like the words, he was so good with his words and he pulled me in real quick and he was a very dominant person.

He was very much one of those people that you, you can tell he's a narcissist and it comes all the way through and what he asks from his submissives.

And so he wanted, what he wanted was,

a lifestyle.

He, he said a life style sub.

So he wanted me like basically as a submissive at all times.

And of course I was, I want one of those too.

Yeah.

And, and I was in college, you know, so I was like, I was, it ended up being something where he had his girlfriend who lived with him.

Then another sub outside of me and myself.