Emilie Kiser

But in the future, when I feel like a little bit more time has passed, I think I would feel more ready to do that.

I honestly don't really define my days by if it's a good day or a bad day.

I truly, like I cannot stress enough that when you're going through child loss or you're going through loss in general, you're really just living life.

minute by minute.

I can't even think about my whole day when I wake up in the morning.

I truly just go through it like, okay, I'm going to get done what I can get done today.

I'm going to do what I can do.

It's kind of two scales.

Your grief is on a scale of 1 to 10, and then your level of managing it is on a scale of 1 to 10.

If my grief feels like an 8 that day, but my level of managing is a 10, that's

that's a good-ish day for me.

If I'm having more moments throughout the day where I just can't do what I need to do, I'm okay with that too.

But I would say just every day I truly wake up like whatever, however this day goes, whatever is thrown at me, I'll get through it.

And I literally just have to take it as it comes.

There's not good and bad days, there's good and bad moments and that's what makes up your days.

Yeah.

Every day is hard.

Every day is quote unquote bad without him here.

It's terrible.

But I still have good moments in my day.