Emilie Kiser

That was actually like my final promise to him was like, I will take care of your brother.

Because at that time, I felt like I couldn't.

It really just was too much.

I couldn't even take care of myself.

But that has kept me going of, I made a promise.

I'm going to fulfill it.

And I'm going to give Teddy the best life I possibly can.

And that means showing up for him, showing up for myself, doing everything I possibly can to make sure that that happens.

This is actually something that did make me really sad when we lost Trigg was so many people naturally said,

oh, Teddy's going to have such a terrible life.

He's never going to have the same parents that he did.

So many comments.

And it's true.

He's never going to have the same parents Trick has.

We are fundamentally changed by this.

But I will be even better.

And I think I almost took that as motivation of, I will give him the best life I possibly can.

I will be the best mom I possibly can to him.

We've really done our best to grieve together and to talk through every emotion and every feeling.

And I really give Brady so much.