Emilie Kiser

empathy and respect.

I have so much respect for him, honestly, and I think that would maybe shock people, but he has...

allowed me to take out every emotion I've had throughout this process, whether it's on him or talking to him or with other people.

And I just have so much respect for that, of how much he has just let me feel every emotion and he's never made me feel bad for it.

He's going through so much as well.

And like I said, we are the only two people that can understand

at all what the other person is going through.

And so I just really in a situation where a lot of people would say, I could never forgive my husband.

I could never stay married to him.

I could never this, that, the other.

He let me feel all of those emotions.

It's been really hard at times to grieve together.

To be honest, there was a time where I was just

I mean, from the beginning.

So I felt so angry at him of literally, I don't know if I will ever forgive this man.

But I think the biggest thing that really kind of altered literally my brain chemistry and the way I thought about it was...

this could have just as easily happened to me.

This could have just as easily been me and Brady's position.

Brady was taking care of our newborn child.

When I left for dinner that night, he was de-thawing my breast milk.