Emily

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Yeah. He's a good provider. I don't have to work and I appreciate that so much. He's very much like the fun dad. So he jokes with them and he'll take them out four-wheeling and tries to be very fun. And he's the best brother and a really great son. And it just feels like he's, he's really good in all these areas.

Yeah. He's a good provider. I don't have to work and I appreciate that so much. He's very much like the fun dad. So he jokes with them and he'll take them out four-wheeling and tries to be very fun. And he's the best brother and a really great son. And it just feels like he's, he's really good in all these areas.

Yeah. He's a good provider. I don't have to work and I appreciate that so much. He's very much like the fun dad. So he jokes with them and he'll take them out four-wheeling and tries to be very fun. And he's the best brother and a really great son. And it just feels like he's, he's really good in all these areas.

And if you were to talk to somebody in his office, they'd be like, Oh my gosh, he's such a hard worker. He's so nice. And then I feel like he gets home and it's like, he just, I don't know. Like, I don't know if he just deflates or if he's just like, you know, are you happy to see him when he comes home? No. And I, and I want to be, I know, I know.

And if you were to talk to somebody in his office, they'd be like, Oh my gosh, he's such a hard worker. He's so nice. And then I feel like he gets home and it's like, he just, I don't know. Like, I don't know if he just deflates or if he's just like, you know, are you happy to see him when he comes home? No. And I, and I want to be, I know, I know.

And if you were to talk to somebody in his office, they'd be like, Oh my gosh, he's such a hard worker. He's so nice. And then I feel like he gets home and it's like, he just, I don't know. Like, I don't know if he just deflates or if he's just like, you know, are you happy to see him when he comes home? No. And I, and I want to be, I know, I know.

Yeah, I guess, does that just mean me asking him to sit down and just, I don't know. I'm so bad at talking to him.

Yeah, I guess, does that just mean me asking him to sit down and just, I don't know. I'm so bad at talking to him.

Yeah, I guess, does that just mean me asking him to sit down and just, I don't know. I'm so bad at talking to him.

No, I mean, I feel like I have pretty realistic expectations for the household. So just like recent history, our son passed away two years ago. Okay. And it was like right after we were so close and it was just like the shock of everything. We kind of bonded more than we had been before. And then the following year,

No, I mean, I feel like I have pretty realistic expectations for the household. So just like recent history, our son passed away two years ago. Okay. And it was like right after we were so close and it was just like the shock of everything. We kind of bonded more than we had been before. And then the following year,

No, I mean, I feel like I have pretty realistic expectations for the household. So just like recent history, our son passed away two years ago. Okay. And it was like right after we were so close and it was just like the shock of everything. We kind of bonded more than we had been before. And then the following year,

he kind of lost it because I went to, you know, the support groups in therapy and our older kids are in therapy and we were all getting help and he just didn't. And he was like, well, you're my wife. Like you can help me. And I was like, I'm drowning. I can't help. I can't help anyone. And, um, so he got really mean for a really long time.

he kind of lost it because I went to, you know, the support groups in therapy and our older kids are in therapy and we were all getting help and he just didn't. And he was like, well, you're my wife. Like you can help me. And I was like, I'm drowning. I can't help. I can't help anyone. And, um, so he got really mean for a really long time.

he kind of lost it because I went to, you know, the support groups in therapy and our older kids are in therapy and we were all getting help and he just didn't. And he was like, well, you're my wife. Like you can help me. And I was like, I'm drowning. I can't help. I can't help anyone. And, um, so he got really mean for a really long time.

I, Like just yelling. He never was like physical, but just like the littlest things would just like set him off. And so I feel like I still have like that flinch reflex.

I, Like just yelling. He never was like physical, but just like the littlest things would just like set him off. And so I feel like I still have like that flinch reflex.