Emma Chamberlain

I need to watch YouTube shorts of people eating the McDonald's grunt Grinch meal.

Shaking up the bag of french fries with the dill pickle seasoning on it.

I needed to watch some girl who lives in Miami, Florida's morning routine.

I needed to watch that.

I needed to watch a doctor, a cosmetic surgeon, tell me...

what plastic surgery they think certain celebrities have had done.

I needed to watch all of this.

I needed to rot my fucking brain and I needed to feel immense guilt about it because all of that got me to a point that was so bad that then something had to change.

And without even having to try, my soul just started craving what I needed, but I had to get to my breaking point first.

And I just think that that's a part of growth for us.

I don't know.

Part of me wonders if the guilt and the shame is part of the breaking point.

Would the breaking point be reached if there wasn't that guilt and shame?

When everything in your life feels fine and comfortable, you're an autopilot.

You're less inclined to reflect or make changes or be inspired to grow.

Growth becomes unavoidable when at a breaking point.

You have to grow to relieve the pain.

It is the greatest motivator.

You're taken out of autopilot when you hit your breaking point and you can see your life more clearly and you're able to solve issues more creatively and more effectively.

So I would say my final message to you is if you feel like you're burning and you don't know how to stop, you're like, I'm burning.