Emma Chamberlain

I know I'm burning, but I think it's impossible not to.

Trust that that is probably a sign that for whatever reason you need to burn so that you can bloom.

i don't know oh my god sorry if you're watching the video version of this episode and you're like why is emma's left eye so puffy it's because i got a cat hair stuck in it yesterday and my god there's nothing worse and i really couldn't get it out and trying to get it out irritated my eye so bad and so now my left eye is super puffy and it looks terrible

Anyway, you have to burn to bloom sometimes.

Amen.

That's all for today.

I hope that you enjoyed this episode.

I know it was kind of a jumbled mess.

Like I'm aware of that.

You don't have to tell me.

Although I know you will anyway, if you thought that.

But I think that there's still probably more for me to learn from from this experience like I think I'm probably talking about it maybe a bit prematurely but it was such a moving experience for me and it was life changing and eye opening.

And I think my week of relaxation inspired so much growth that I just, I wanted to talk about it because it was too profound for me not to discuss with you all.

I really hope that moving forward, I'm able to integrate rest into my routine in a way that's effective and

rather than pushing myself to a breaking point where I can't rest effectively that's hopefully going to become a part of my life now possible because through effective resting I realized this is actually productive as fuck see it like it's almost like through tapping into my toxic hustle culture mindset being like rest is actually productive and I'm actually going to get more done if I rest

At worst, I think that that might be how I can allow myself to rest more.

And at best, maybe through giving myself time to rest, I will have more time to work through all of the challenges and better cope with the challenges that prevent me from resting, if that makes sense.

My week of rest is like that for me.

It's like now I can never go back.

I know something that I didn't before.