Emma Chamberlain

I don't know if I need to like go out like and do stuff alone.

It's not going to be as fun.

Like I wish my friends were in town.

I just had like a negative mindset.

But I decided to push myself and go out anyway and just hang out.

And I went and got a coffee.

That was nice.

A little bit embarrassing for me for some reason.

I was really feeling embarrassed on this particular day.

Well, I think the reason why I felt embarrassed getting the coffee was because I felt like I was not there getting the coffee because I really wanted a coffee.

I just was bored and kind of wanted something to do.

And I was too lazy to do anything productive, but I wanted to do something.

And I guess that's kind of the reason why we do anything and everything.

But in my heart, I was like, what am I doing here?

Like, I'm just... I don't know how to explain it.

The particular... Like, I could have made a coffee at home.

You know what I mean?

But I went out and I got this coffee because...

I don't know.

I kind of just wanted to see who was sitting outside, see if there was anyone to spark up a conversation with.