Emma Chamberlain

And even in relationships, you know, I've struggled with feeling like, oh, do they would they be more attracted to me?

Would they love me more if I was like ultra feminine, like sexy, gorgeous, stereotypically attractive?

perfect blowout hair, gorgeous winged liner.

You know what I'm saying?

I've always struggled with that.

I've always felt like, oh, I feel like that's what the boys want, but that's not me.

And I've always struggled with that my whole life.

So that's why it was so interesting to me when he was like, you're not a hurt little girl anymore.

Which to me, if I were to...

take his word as Bible, this random like 20 year old boy with a skateboard sitting outside of my neighbor's house, which by the way, wasn't even his house.

He was just sitting outside of it.

If I were to take that literally, and I were to try to find the truth in it as though it's like a horoscope, I would say the truth in it is that I don't feel that way as much anymore.

Like I feel more

I feel confident in who I am as a person now today and I also think too I've grown into my feminine energy more and more and I like enjoy it and I still in a lot of like I still have you know masculine trait like I do but as I've grown older I've been able to allow both to coexist more comfortably and I'm more comfortable with who I am as a person and

And yeah, being like feminine doesn't make me as uncomfortable.

It used to make me very uncomfortable because I just, I always felt like it was forced.

But as I grew up, it just naturally became something that I felt comfortable with.

I just kind of had to grow into it perhaps.

Um, so that's why it was so interesting when he said that, because I was like, I do feel more comfortable in my, in my femininity and in a way now that I'm not that like, like your hair length has nothing to do with your femininity necessarily.

But I think it was interesting because I was like, it is kind of a metaphorical thing.