Emma Kehoe

And I was like, this is what my life is supposed to be onto the next tick that box, you know.

And I think looking back now, I honestly thought I would have been married by now.

I thought I would have had children by now and in a house and, you know, my day to day, my career, you know, going on your family holidays, everything like that.

And I would have thought I would have had all that.

Now, I did have that.

This is the thing I had, you know, the partner, I had the house and I was planning a family and all that then went.

But now I've actually realized that that plan wasn't for me right then.

And it's like the last few years, six years that's been since all that happened.

I've been in a process.

You'd nearly say you're grieving it all.

You're grieving the life that you would have had and what you yearned for.

And what you're actually going through right now.

So I'd say the last few years, I've been grieving a lot of that on top of like healing.

And I only said to the lads here, actually, I was like, I'm actually done healing.

I'm actually healing from the healing.

And I'm so done with it.

Like girls and guys, I'm absolutely wrecked from the healing.

And

It's like I'm moving into a new chapter now of, right, who is Emma?

What does she look like in this next chapter turning 40?