Emma Kehoe

And what version of me do I want to be?

I'm thinking about it like it's like.

I'm anxious about turning 40 as well.

I'm like waiting on a mental breakdown to happen.

And then I'm spinning loads of plates in the air.

I'm like, do I need to go back to work because I'm self-employed?

And I constantly think of that structure, that stability, that security, that's always kind of in the back of my head for anyone who's self-employed.

But at the same time, I really enjoy the mix of being self-employed and I'm so grateful for the opportunities that have came my way.

Amazing opportunities and even this podcast as well to be able to talk to you and be in your ears and give my own expertise about it as well.

Yeah, it's just thinking about my reality right now.

And I think a lot of us take our reality for granted.

We take, you know, we look at other people's lives and we're thinking that is supposed to be me.

And funny enough, you know, even with my sister has two beautiful children and she's married.

I kind of don't even look at her anymore to be like, I should have had that by now.

I should have had babies by now.

I should have been married.

I should have had a house.

It's like I'm so grateful that she has that.

But I'm nearly at a different point in my life that

Maybe is that a plan for me?