Emmy Moore

Never. But not in a way that should discourage you from the faith, but in a way that encourages you of, I'm actually in need of a Savior. So all these things of the stutter, or God, I don't have the platform, or God, I don't have the following, or God, I don't have all the nice cameras or the lighting or whatever it may be, or I don't have the voice or I don't have the looks, whatever it may be.

Never. But not in a way that should discourage you from the faith, but in a way that encourages you of, I'm actually in need of a Savior. So all these things of the stutter, or God, I don't have the platform, or God, I don't have the following, or God, I don't have all the nice cameras or the lighting or whatever it may be, or I don't have the voice or I don't have the looks, whatever it may be.

God's like, you don't need any of that because you're never going to measure up. Right. It actually has less to do with us. And it's like the rules are there and the guidelines are there so Jesus can fit all those spots. Not so we can fill them. So the rules and the qualifications shouldn't be a discouragement. It should be an encouragement that everywhere where you lack, God is way stronger.

God's like, you don't need any of that because you're never going to measure up. Right. It actually has less to do with us. And it's like the rules are there and the guidelines are there so Jesus can fit all those spots. Not so we can fill them. So the rules and the qualifications shouldn't be a discouragement. It should be an encouragement that everywhere where you lack, God is way stronger.

And I would even...

And I would even...

go as far to say that the places i'm strong in i still lack yeah because they're filled with me so i would actually prefer lacking in everything yeah so that god can get all the glory yeah because if it's all about me it's like it's done in vain it's like i don't want it done over me or about me i want it all done for jesus and for who god is like paul says he boasts in his weaknesses because in his weaknesses the power of lord of god is being made manifest through him

go as far to say that the places i'm strong in i still lack yeah because they're filled with me so i would actually prefer lacking in everything yeah so that god can get all the glory yeah because if it's all about me it's like it's done in vain it's like i don't want it done over me or about me i want it all done for jesus and for who god is like paul says he boasts in his weaknesses because in his weaknesses the power of lord of god is being made manifest through him

Yeah, it makes you needy of this presence. I know people are probably like, what is DPD? Right. I was just going to say that. So this is like one of the things me and you clicked on very early in our relationship. The first. That's one of the first things. It's the first thing. I think it was the first thing of like, oh, you actually deal with that. Yeah.

Yeah, it makes you needy of this presence. I know people are probably like, what is DPD? Right. I was just going to say that. So this is like one of the things me and you clicked on very early in our relationship. The first. That's one of the first things. It's the first thing. I think it was the first thing of like, oh, you actually deal with that. Yeah.

Because I thought I was the only one who dealt with it. And I would over explain it to other people. And they're like, what the heck? So I'll share my side and then you can share your side. Yeah. I know how my DPDR started. I think a lot of it was from anxiety. So what DPDR is, it's the personalization derealization disorder. It's a form of an anxiety disorder.

Because I thought I was the only one who dealt with it. And I would over explain it to other people. And they're like, what the heck? So I'll share my side and then you can share your side. Yeah. I know how my DPDR started. I think a lot of it was from anxiety. So what DPDR is, it's the personalization derealization disorder. It's a form of an anxiety disorder.

So whenever I was younger, I got anxiety with GAD, which is general anxiety disorder, and then PAD, panic attack disorder. So I was filled with so much anxiety. That was fueled from a lot of suicidal ideation, bullying at school, whether if it was just not physical, excuse me, psychological or verbal abuse that turned me to a lot of anxiety. And then over time, that turned into DBTR.

So whenever I was younger, I got anxiety with GAD, which is general anxiety disorder, and then PAD, panic attack disorder. So I was filled with so much anxiety. That was fueled from a lot of suicidal ideation, bullying at school, whether if it was just not physical, excuse me, psychological or verbal abuse that turned me to a lot of anxiety. And then over time, that turned into DBTR.

And DBTR, depersonalization, derealization disorder, the psychological effects is almost as if you're consumed by so much anxiety and fear that you do not feel real. Like everything around you feels doesn't feel like a reality. It's very scary. And it's very scary.

And DBTR, depersonalization, derealization disorder, the psychological effects is almost as if you're consumed by so much anxiety and fear that you do not feel real. Like everything around you feels doesn't feel like a reality. It's very scary. And it's very scary.

Like you question yourself and your existence and sometimes you'll look at your hands and they don't look real and like all that stuff.

Like you question yourself and your existence and sometimes you'll look at your hands and they don't look real and like all that stuff.

Right, right, right. Like in a simulation and you know, I think sometimes you would even feel really immortal and immune at times and i could tell you how the dbdr started in my life it was being fully transparent after i started smoking same and that's actually a huge part a huge side effect yeah of smoking weed and marijuana yeah is dbdr Yeah.

Right, right, right. Like in a simulation and you know, I think sometimes you would even feel really immortal and immune at times and i could tell you how the dbdr started in my life it was being fully transparent after i started smoking same and that's actually a huge part a huge side effect yeah of smoking weed and marijuana yeah is dbdr Yeah.