Emmy Moore

And it causes real psychological damage because once you kind of get in that psychological high, your brain doesn't know how to chemically fully get out of it. And so it has this PTSD response to keep going back to it. Yeah.

And it causes real psychological damage because once you kind of get in that psychological high, your brain doesn't know how to chemically fully get out of it. And so it has this PTSD response to keep going back to it. Yeah.

420?

420?

Wait, why was you doing jumping jacks?

Wait, why was you doing jumping jacks?

Because OCD, I hate when people think that OCD is like being cleanly. Like OCD is obsession compulsion disorder. So I don't think a lot of my viewers know this. I love psychology. I've been to a lot of therapy and I've read a lot of books. And so like behavioral science and how the brain chemistry works is like a huge hobby of mine. But that kind of sounds like OCD.

Because OCD, I hate when people think that OCD is like being cleanly. Like OCD is obsession compulsion disorder. So I don't think a lot of my viewers know this. I love psychology. I've been to a lot of therapy and I've read a lot of books. And so like behavioral science and how the brain chemistry works is like a huge hobby of mine. But that kind of sounds like OCD.

Like you were obsessed with OCD. if this happens here, it's going to happen again. Yes. Because OCD is also another form of anxiety and it's a compulsion and obsession of, if I come here, if I do the same exact thing, the same exact thing is going to happen again. Uh, but that's just a lie from the pits of hell, you know? But, uh,

Like you were obsessed with OCD. if this happens here, it's going to happen again. Yes. Because OCD is also another form of anxiety and it's a compulsion and obsession of, if I come here, if I do the same exact thing, the same exact thing is going to happen again. Uh, but that's just a lie from the pits of hell, you know? But, uh,

yeah i think the dbdr outside and it's really frustrating when you're like dang i stopped all of this and it's tormenting and robbing my life which just shows that when you open a door and you invite a party of a whole bunch of stuff in you know it's gonna take a lot to clean up the mess and when i first experienced my dbdr uh it was a lot like that as well as i didn't experience it as uh

yeah i think the dbdr outside and it's really frustrating when you're like dang i stopped all of this and it's tormenting and robbing my life which just shows that when you open a door and you invite a party of a whole bunch of stuff in you know it's gonna take a lot to clean up the mess and when i first experienced my dbdr uh it was a lot like that as well as i didn't experience it as uh

much in the smoking weed phase it was like right after but i'm still smoking nicotine i believed a lot of my brain got i was smoking nicotine too i was smoking nicotine worse than weed though oh that wasn't me you were smoking you were smoking weed more than nicotine i was smoking more nicotine more than uh weed yeah and yo the nicotine i'm actually convinced to this day and i i'd reverse the cards as much as i can uh that i lost a lot of brain cells due to smoking nicotine

much in the smoking weed phase it was like right after but i'm still smoking nicotine i believed a lot of my brain got i was smoking nicotine too i was smoking nicotine worse than weed though oh that wasn't me you were smoking you were smoking weed more than nicotine i was smoking more nicotine more than uh weed yeah and yo the nicotine i'm actually convinced to this day and i i'd reverse the cards as much as i can uh that i lost a lot of brain cells due to smoking nicotine

don't laugh but i'm so for real you can't get them back yeah but i was like this is restored he restored restored your brain yes he did in jesus name amen put your hand on me amen restoration amen but um yeah no so i believe that but i do believe that spoken nigga team played a lot into my brain chemistry and then also marrying into the psychological effects of

don't laugh but i'm so for real you can't get them back yeah but i was like this is restored he restored restored your brain yes he did in jesus name amen put your hand on me amen restoration amen but um yeah no so i believe that but i do believe that spoken nigga team played a lot into my brain chemistry and then also marrying into the psychological effects of

smoking marijuana um but i remember the first day it happened i didn't get out of it for about a solid year oh my god every single day so i had it for about i would say four months the dvdr every single day and had six months of panic attacks So for six months, and there's people who were in my life when this was happening. This is like 2019, 2020, right before we met because I had red hair.

smoking marijuana um but i remember the first day it happened i didn't get out of it for about a solid year oh my god every single day so i had it for about i would say four months the dvdr every single day and had six months of panic attacks So for six months, and there's people who were in my life when this was happening. This is like 2019, 2020, right before we met because I had red hair.

There were people in my life during this time. I had about three panic attacks a day. Panic attacks that made me feel like I was going to die. It was absolutely insane. Yeah.

There were people in my life during this time. I had about three panic attacks a day. Panic attacks that made me feel like I was going to die. It was absolutely insane. Yeah.