Emmy Moore

and uh to where i felt like i needed to go to the hospital and all this stuff and then um experienced a little bit a little bit of dbdr after that but um i got baptized and after i got baptized and fully surrendered unto the lord it was like a lot of that washed away and of course temptations are gonna still come up here and there because even jesus was tempted yeah so it's like those temptations will come up but it's up to us if we're gonna handle it right because all satan can do is leverage your flesh yeah and so he's gonna look at the spots in your life where oh

and uh to where i felt like i needed to go to the hospital and all this stuff and then um experienced a little bit a little bit of dbdr after that but um i got baptized and after i got baptized and fully surrendered unto the lord it was like a lot of that washed away and of course temptations are gonna still come up here and there because even jesus was tempted yeah so it's like those temptations will come up but it's up to us if we're gonna handle it right because all satan can do is leverage your flesh yeah and so he's gonna look at the spots in your life where oh

She struggles with this. She's been through this before. Let me leverage this and see if she's going to cave in. And so that's more so been what happens now of the temptation of me giving into my old behaviors and my old psychological patterns.

She struggles with this. She's been through this before. Let me leverage this and see if she's going to cave in. And so that's more so been what happens now of the temptation of me giving into my old behaviors and my old psychological patterns.

Yeah. I think COVID also played a lot into my psychological behavior because after COVID, I would say before COVID, I was super extroverted. Now I'm super, I think it's an introvert when you're both, you're both an extrovert and an introvert. I don't know if that's the right terminology, but it's where you're like both, you kind of pick and choose. I believe it is, yeah.

Yeah. I think COVID also played a lot into my psychological behavior because after COVID, I would say before COVID, I was super extroverted. Now I'm super, I think it's an introvert when you're both, you're both an extrovert and an introvert. I don't know if that's the right terminology, but it's where you're like both, you kind of pick and choose. I believe it is, yeah.

yeah but i became completely introverted and then was like wait no but i'm naturally extroverted so then i was like kind of struggling with my identity a little bit keep in mind i'm like 1920 during this time so it is kind of weird and then i kind of turned into this mixture of both but um that's when a lot of like the dbdr and stuff was happening was around covid and um obviously a lot of stuff

yeah but i became completely introverted and then was like wait no but i'm naturally extroverted so then i was like kind of struggling with my identity a little bit keep in mind i'm like 1920 during this time so it is kind of weird and then i kind of turned into this mixture of both but um that's when a lot of like the dbdr and stuff was happening was around covid and um obviously a lot of stuff

And emotionally what's happening too, because I just came to Christ. I lost a lot on the way. My friends are changing. My family dynamic is crazy. I'm reading the Bible and then COVID is happening. I'm also coming to social media.

And emotionally what's happening too, because I just came to Christ. I lost a lot on the way. My friends are changing. My family dynamic is crazy. I'm reading the Bible and then COVID is happening. I'm also coming to social media.

yeah and i think like that age like the transition of your teens into your 20s is a very pivotal transition and i think it's one that kind of sets the tone of what battle and cup of suffering you're gonna have for almost the rest of your life and even when i talk to my mom because my mom's now in christ like she remembers amen we gotta

yeah and i think like that age like the transition of your teens into your 20s is a very pivotal transition and i think it's one that kind of sets the tone of what battle and cup of suffering you're gonna have for almost the rest of your life and even when i talk to my mom because my mom's now in christ like she remembers amen we gotta

no mommy for real right um yeah no but she even remarks back to times where she first started struggling with things it was in her early 20s yeah and she still struggles with those same things too these days or like you could even just talk to people who are older it's like yeah i started kind of transitioning into adulthood you know and it's because you're starting a new season of life it's like you had 20 almost 20 18 20 years of being a child and then it's one day you're expected to be an adult and so there's a

no mommy for real right um yeah no but she even remarks back to times where she first started struggling with things it was in her early 20s yeah and she still struggles with those same things too these days or like you could even just talk to people who are older it's like yeah i started kind of transitioning into adulthood you know and it's because you're starting a new season of life it's like you had 20 almost 20 18 20 years of being a child and then it's one day you're expected to be an adult and so there's a

Yeah. Yeah. And I think that was another area where in the beginning of our relationship and our friendship, that was another area where we really touched on.

Yeah. Yeah. And I think that was another area where in the beginning of our relationship and our friendship, that was another area where we really touched on.

The biggest areas is having that lack of a father figure, that affection, that attention. The only difference between our stories is that you lost your father. My father is still alive. We just don't have a relationship. But still, that void is equal in a lot of senses. Yeah, it's absence at the core. Yeah. And I think there's a...

The biggest areas is having that lack of a father figure, that affection, that attention. The only difference between our stories is that you lost your father. My father is still alive. We just don't have a relationship. But still, that void is equal in a lot of senses. Yeah, it's absence at the core. Yeah. And I think there's a...

There's a grieving that comes with that absence that's very hard to navigate. And I think the most difficult part about having an absence of a father figure and being neglected by a father figure is, how should I phrase this?

There's a grieving that comes with that absence that's very hard to navigate. And I think the most difficult part about having an absence of a father figure and being neglected by a father figure is, how should I phrase this?