Erin Holland

I'd never been to New York.

I'm still saying yes to all the opportunities at work that I feel like I can handle.

And I think that has given me

the mental stability to cope with the internal turmoil that I constantly feel even still that this may not work out and within reason, obviously.

And I would never do anything that's against my medical advice from my incredible team.

But I think the being busy and the keeping a quote unquote normal existence has actually served me well.

But there will come a point where they don't want me to travel anymore because of the issues that I have with my ushermans and the potential complications later on in the pregnancy.

But to that point, everything is kind of business as usual.

And yeah, it's bringing me a lot of joy.

But I am finding I'm automatically setting a few more boundaries for things that I normally wouldn't.

Like, no, I'm tired.

I don't really need to go to that.

Yeah.

that's not really a necessity.

That's a nice to have.

And I am slowly, as I'm just literally physically reading the room, the room being my body, how I'm feeling, I am starting to make those

little mini sacrifices and yeah I think again I'm very much a you never know what life is going to throw at you and I could drive myself insane trying to predict the future or making decisions for future Aaron when no one knows what's going to happen in life and no one knows where you're going to be and what's going to happen so I just try and kind of live in the present and abide by that today I am pregnant and this is how I feel and how I feel tomorrow

That's the future's problem.

That's future Erin's problem.

Such a good question.