Erin Holland

So I want to make sure that, you know, we're staying as solid and communicative and, you know, loving with each other as much as we are with this little being that's going to just, you know, completely make me Ben's third favourite person in the household behind the baby and the husky.

That's right.

The whole pecking order changes.

I'm probably grandma.

I'm probably fourth, to be fair.

Do you know what?

Because I've had a really good pregnancy so far, it hasn't changed anything to be fair.

The only thing I really feel is I used to be able to thrash myself for a massive day at work times five days in a row and be okay on caffeine.

Whereas now I actually feel the tiredness and I have to actually respect my body a little bit more than I probably did in the past.

And

The travelling is still very much happening on a strict okay from the medical professionals.

As they always say, being in a tube 30,000 feet in the air is not going to do you any harm if travel is not something that stresses you.

And I think I said to you I had 142 flights last year and 133 the year before and I think I'm on about 50 already this year.

So it is something that's very natural and normal for me.

And I think to try and distract myself from this constant feeling

perpetual cycle of thought of this will end in disaster.

Being busy with work has actually allowed me to relax.

So I hosted the World Cup in India and Sri Lanka for five weeks this year.

I did another gig in India a couple of weeks before that presenting.

I went to New York for the premiere of the Madison, which was a dream come true.